'kinda good times.'

that would seem to have been a mistake.

on hindsight, that maybe should have been, 'stupid, ruin everything times.'


and actually i dont think this is my fault, i cant really see how it can be, i think i've been treated sort of unfairly.

and now all im getting is silence, basically. which hurts. i dont know if this is just me seeing things the way i tend to, or if what i'm seeing is what's there. I just want reassurance that whatever's wrong, it isnt me.


i think i'm losing my mind.